benevolent

4.05am

30 january 2009

alone in my room, thinking about YOU! when i looked at you, hear the smile in your voice, gosh! i never thought i’m with you!

sunshine, i think, talk to myself, and thinking back… it’s incredible, how you listen and take it in stride, all my craziness! sorry for that sunshine…

whatever words i say, remember that i’ll always love you. it’s just my badness! and i’m thinking back all those days that we spend together… we creep towards closeness, and then take a break, it feels good, seriously!i love thinking that we may never ever kiss, just get closer, and closer to the moment… taking smaller and smaller steps as we approach infinity.. yucks! that sounds mathematically is it?? haha.. like do i care!

if i could, i would prolong this forever : the butterflies in my stomach, our awkward smiles, keep that shake inside…

i want you to know, whenever i’m alone with you, you make me feel like im a whole again, the empty hole inside me dissappeared with every touch you gave to me, and now, i’m asking myself…

are you thinking of me now??

can we spend time together forever??

i don’t know the answer, you tell me… but if you are, i’ll revel in it!

“i see trees of green, red roses too, i see them bloom, for me and you, and i think to myself, what a wonderful world…”

you know this song?? this how you always made me feel. such i’m living in a wonderful world!

despite the place that i’m now in, this corner of my life that tells where i’ve been… my love for you, there is no doubt!